aw man last night was the best night ever. well i didnt know what the fuck i was doing at the beginning (tee hee) but i was better towards the end. i found sean at the begin with was awsome that he showed up. he was the only main attraction for that night. we were dancing all night. he kept saying that he doesnt know how but i dont care as long as he was moving and not standing there like a dork. mat was freak dancin' with jessy and man that boy cant dance but his still my best pal. sean was such a gentleman he gave me his jacket cuz i was cold. it was soo sweet. we all went to rocky after the dance and it was awsome. he was a rocky virgin. *grins* all through the movie i was touching his leg and i think he enjoyed it.at ihop i got ice cream and hot chocolate. in other words the cheapest thing on the menu. davis asked sean and i if we were dating now and i think we are. im not sure but if we are i am a very happy girl. when me, beth, mat, sean,davis went to beths house for like an hour when he was lying on his tummy i gave him an ass message. and on man i could fucking see he liked that.
Why can't you hear me?
Are you deaf,
Or are you ignoring me?
I'm sreaming my lungs out!
Why can't you see me?
Are you blind,
Or am i invisable?
I'm screaming my lungs out!
Can't you see me bleeding?
Are you holding the knife,
Or just standing there?
I'm screaming my lungs out!
Don't you see my crying?
Are you yelling at me,
Or are you comforting me?
I'm screaming my lungs out!
Am I quiet?
Are you holding me,
Or have I just died?
I'm screaming my lungs out;
and no one hears me.